Monday, September 29, 2008
Thank you LeighAnne for giving my blog a fresh new look! I love it!!!
Now for the update...
After my last post I have received several emails and phone calls from people who thought Jason was coming home soon. First let me say that we do not have any orders indicating an earlier date. BUT Jason will be taking a 2 week R&R during the holiday's. At first we were going to forgo the R&R because we were afraid it would be too hard on the kids, but we need it. It will be hard to say good-bye again, but I can not focus on good-bye, I must focus on how wonderful it will be to have him home for 2 weeks. :)
We are 2 days away from the offical halfway point of this deployment. We are 7 1/2 months down. We are offically on the down hill side of this deployment. :) And you better believe I am doing a "happy" dance to mark the half-way point. The last 7 1/2 months has been hard for our family, but we have made it through each day because of the grace of our Father.
Friday, September 26, 2008
Here is what he said:
"Thank you for our food, and um um oh yea thank you for my friends...I like Chloe and Samuel, and um thank you for sister, and um Jesus please protect my daddy, I really miss him"
Often in my loneliness I forget how much Jackson is missing Jason too. Not only does Jack miss his daddy it is obvious that he thinks about him often.
And just an FYI Chloe is his girlfriend...you should have seen the hug he gave her today!
Wednesday, September 24, 2008
Monday, September 22, 2008
For those of you who know my Madzilla (aka Madeline) then the above pictures should not be of any suprise to you. Madeline is always very active which means I always have to be very active, but one gift I wish I had was eyes in the back of my head. The majority of things Madeline gets into occurs while I am in the room with her. I turn away for just one second and that is all it takes for her.
I have set out Fall decorations (trying to keep things as normal and routine as possible for the kids) and part of the decorations is a big bowl that I filled with candy. Well, I know it is not a good idea to leave it at eye level (to many temptations on my part and on the kids part) so I thought the bowl would be safe on top of the bakers rack...WRONG! Somehow while I was washing dishes, Miss Madeline figured out how to scale to the top of the rack (she pulled out a chair to climb on top of the table, then from the table to the rack) and she helped herself to some candy. So I disciplined her and went back to washing dishes. No more had I turned back around and that child was back up there again! So the bowl has a new resting spot inside the cabinet (just a matter of time until she figures out how to get in there)
Not to long after this incident we were on the computer with Jason and I hear Madeline making funny noises. The child has torn open a neck pillow (I bought these at Target so the kids could use them in the car seats and their heads would stay in place) She is covered in little white pellet/balls. They were in her hair, ears, nose, and mouth. Not to worry, she is fine...I got them all out. I still have not figured out how in the world she got it opened.
All this occurred before noon today...so what is in store for me when she wakes from her nap???
Saturday, September 20, 2008
Words just do not even begin to express how much I am missing Jason...
There is just something about the weather turning cooler and football season in full swing. This is Jason's favorite time of the year...maybe that is why I am missing him so much right now. Don't get me wrong, I always miss him, but lately it has just been harder. Its one of those things that just hit by surprise.
This morning the kids and I were outside playing enjoying the nice fall-like weather along with everyone else in the neighborhood. I found myself watching everyone...playing football with their child, putting out fall decorations, or riding bikes...it made me so sad...I gathered the kids up as fast as I could and got them in the house before I started crying. I am sure you think I must be weird and some probably even think I need medication, but please just know that I am not sitting here all day crying...it was just a moment. Just a moment when I was a little envious of the families around me. Its been 7 months and I am lonely, sad, and missing my husband...what more can I say???
Jason ~ I enjoyed watching the game with you today. Even if we are thousands of miles a part, it was so neat to experience something with you at the same time. I love you so much!
Sunday, September 7, 2008
The kids had a great time playing on the inflatable slide and jumping castle. My brother Jeremy was there as well (he and Jason are in the same reserve unit) so it was great to spend some time with him (and to have someone to talk to).
Jackson and me ~ Jackson did not want to stop sliding to take this picture :)
I know I have blogged before about my conversations with Jackson and how much he truly is a source of joy in my life (especially on difficult days) Last night I had to have the dreaded conversation with him about where we were going today. I needed to explain to him that we were going to an Army family day, but that daddy would not be there even though other soldiers would be. Here is the conversation...
Me: Jackson, when you get up in the morning we are going to an Army Family Day
Jackson: "0k mommy, will I get to play?"
Me: Yes you will buddy. Jackson there will be soldiers there and some may even wear a uniform like daddy does, but daddy will not be there. Do you understand?
Jackson: "yes mommy, daddy will not be there"
Me: Do you know where daddy is Jack?
Jackson: "yes mommy" (and he proceeded to tell me where his daddy is)
Me: Do you know why daddy is over there?
Jackson: "yes mommy, he is protecting our country"...Mommy
Me: yes Jack
Jackson: "I love my daddy a lot"
Ok I am crying again just replaying the conversation in my mind.
Jason ~ we love you so much and I am so glad that we were able to attend the family day today in your honor to let everyone know how very much we love you and how very proud of you that we are!
Wednesday, September 3, 2008
Jackson's "All About Me Poster" that he had to make for the 1st day of school. He chose pictures and stickers about himself :)